tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61104988392216166682024-03-14T07:23:56.377-07:00*persona non grata** bercerita * merepek merapu * berkata kata * meluah jiwa * mengumpat segala * peasanan bermakna * bacalah sahaja *bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.comBlogger96125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-73764533676556410532013-05-11T21:39:00.000-07:002013-05-11T21:39:09.688-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Kesian. ni lah muka2 yang terpaksa layan perangai aku yang mengada-ngada dan attention seeker ni. Selalu paksa diorang dengar cerita aku. "Wei korang dengar lah ni...dengar lah nii..." macam tu lah ayat aku tiap kali. Kalau aku nak melawa, dorang ni lah jugak yang jadi mangsa. Masa nak pergi Malaysian Night, Moon Lantern Festival... nak pegi sembahyang raya, semua korang kene paksa tolong tengokkan baju ape nak pakai.<br />Especially masa raya, aku paksa semua orang keluarkan tudung sebab aku takde tudung yg match nak pakai dengan baju. satu malam tu korang duk mengadap perangai aku je. Thanks tau. :)</div>
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Sekarang ni dah tambah satu lagi perangai, kene layan 'feeling' aku pulak kan. Padan muka.</div>
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p/s: Jangan selalu sangat tinggalkan aku sorang2. nanti aku nangis.</div>
<br />bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-13766013271516947942013-03-21T07:13:00.001-07:002013-03-21T07:13:10.935-07:00Kekuatan untuk terus berjalan<br />
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Hari-hari aku cuba menjadi gembira. Terus menjadi seorang yang membuat orang lain ketawa. Memang berhasil, kerana sejujurnya aku rasa bahagia. <br />
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Tapi kenapa pada masa yang sama, aku tetap menangis setiap malam? Sejak abah pergi, setiap hari air mata adalah satu kemestian sebelum aku lelap dan hanyut dibawa mimpi.<br />
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Ke mana pergi kekuatan yang satu masa dulu Allah pernah kurniakan kepada ku?<br />
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Setiap malam aku mengharapkan abah dan mak datang menjenguk dalam mimipi. Tapi kenapa harapan itu tak pernah tertunaikan?<br />
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Jujur aku berasa sakit hati, tetapi takkanlah kepada tuhan hendak aku marahkan.<br />
Sangat aku merasa benci kerana tidak sempat berbakti, tetapi percaturan tuhan takkan aku persoalkan.<br />
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Aku ku kenang setiap hari, wajah emak yang tersenyum di samping pokok bunga melur kegemarannya.<br />
Akan ku ingat setiap detik, abah menghirup teh di waktu pagi sebelum memulakan harinya.<br />
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Akan aku berusaha perbaiki diri, agar Allah menjemput aku ke syurga, supaya dapat bersama mereka selamanya.bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-86337521319693710422013-02-13T09:17:00.001-08:002013-02-13T09:17:38.863-08:00<p>someone ask: 'do you like him?'<br>
the answer has always been a yes. it's just so hard for me to tell. <br>
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bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-54226085697538694962013-02-12T08:31:00.001-08:002013-02-12T08:31:11.832-08:00<p>pabila berada di satu tahap kesedihan. di mana air mata pon tak dapat gambarkan apa yang dirasa.</p>
<p>kala dihimpit penyesalan. takkan terganti walau ditawarkan seisi dunia.</p>
<p>bila dirundung kegelapan, hingga tak hirau terbitnya cahaya.</p>
<p>tapi bila saat ku ingat tuhan. cepat2 hati menjadi redha.</p>
<p>mengapa pamerkan kesedihan, bila ada pilihan untuk gembira.<br><br><br></p>
bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-61395186908640894292012-08-22T08:36:00.000-07:002012-08-22T08:36:14.443-07:0031 ogosmacam biasa 31 ogos akan datang lagi. mood patriotik pon melonjak-lonjak.<br />
tapi macam biasa jugak aku akan punya mood yang sedikit berbeza dari orang laen.<br /><br />31 ogos 2004.<br />hari tu mak tak berapa sihat. sebenarnya dah beberapa minggu mak tak sihat. so, setiap kali pulang bermalam aku kena take over tugas memasak mencuci semua. tugas memasak tu la yang paling terhegeh-hegeh sekali. confuse dan letih sebab takde orang nak tolong. dalam tak berapa rela aku buat jugak.<br />
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tgh hari tu aku tengah kelam kabut nak prepare lunch. tiba2 bancik datang ke dapur, dia cakap mak lapar. mak mintak roti dan susu. Maisarah yang berumur 13 tahun pada masa tu pon menjawab, '' ala.. kau la buatkan cik. tak nampak ke den tgh buat ape ni..??'' bancik jawab. ''tak nak, kau la buat''<br />lepas tu dengan selumber bancik blah dari situ.<br />
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so, takde orang buatkan roti dan susu untuk mak.<br />
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tak lama lepas tu, mak tiba2 sesak nafas. mintak dihantar ke hospital. cepat2 bang ajo pecut kereta ke hospital dengan abah sekali. yang laen stay kat rumah, tengok perarakan hari merdeka.<br />
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lebih kurang pukul 11 pagi telefon berdering. bancik jawab.<br />bancik cakap mak dah takde.<br />
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sampai hari ni aku terkilan sebab tak sempat buatkan roti dan susu. hajat terakhir mak nak makan.<br />
sampai hari ni. luka tu tak pernah jadi parut. sebab hari2 berdarah.<br />
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Al-Fatihah untuk mak.<br />Ya allah ,sayangilah emak. kasihanilah dia.bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-13095298299876735932012-06-06T07:09:00.001-07:002012-06-06T07:13:22.856-07:00anak buah Ms.Google.Tahun ni anak buah aku Zikry Adam bakal menduduki peperiksaan UPSR. Babah dia kata, salah satu masalah budak Adam ni ialah, tulisan dia buruk ya amat sangat. Satu lagi, bahasa Inggeris dia tak bagus, selalu dapat B.<br />
So, dia diberi satu latihan (yakni hukuman). Adam dikehendaki menyalin sebuah buku bahasa inggeris. kene tulis cantik2. tajuk buku tu 'Tell Me Why'. walaupon terpaksa, hampir beratus page la jugak budak tu menyalin.<br />
Dalam 2 bulan lepas tu, bila balik kampung Adam datang bercerita dekat aku. dia kata,<br />
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''Maksu...maksu tau tak, kawan2 Adam semua cakap Adam ni knowledgeable''<br />
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aku tanya, ''apsal pulak?''<br />
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''Sebab kan...diorang kata setiap kali kitorg berborak, Adam mesti ada tambah info2. Tapi adam pon tak tau dari mana Adam dapat info2 tu. Adam pelik la''.<br />
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<br />bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-76527404219948942392012-04-09T23:23:00.002-07:002012-04-09T23:29:32.599-07:00baru tersedar<div style="font-style: normal; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; line-height: normal; "><i><br /></i></div><div><div style="text-align: center; line-height: normal; "><span style="background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251); color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 17px; " ><i>Begitu Berat Melangkah</i></span></div><i><span ><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 17px; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251); "><div style="text-align: center;">Melihat Kau Bersamanya</div></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 17px; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251); "><div style="text-align: center;">Adakah Aku Yang Salah</div></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 17px; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251); "><div style="text-align: center; "><span >Atau Hanya Helah Saja</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span ><br /></span></div><div style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="font-size: 12px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="font-size: 12px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="font-size: 12px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="font-size: 12px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="font-size: 12px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="font-size: 12px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; text-align: center; "><br /></div></span></i></div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-54558336547882117082012-04-04T05:29:00.002-07:002012-04-04T05:36:42.218-07:00Thinking of you lately.<br /><br /><br /><br />Seeing you make me happy.<br />When we are apart i try not to be sad.<br />Staying away from you and your lady.<br />Pray for your relationship will never turn bad :)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />.<br /><br />i wish u know. that i feel really bad for any inconvenience caused by me.bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-52160815284121650532011-11-13T09:16:00.000-08:002011-11-13T09:52:44.903-08:00Define YourselfLast night I went out with my friends.<div>On our way, one of my friend played a song using her phone. I just sat in the car, and listen.<br /><br />Suddenly something came into my mind. "I don't have this type of song that she's playing in her playlist. Not even one". I wonder why. Maybe we have very different interest on music. Well, that's fine.</div><div><br /></div><div>But this one idea just struck my brain. If we were asked to define ourself, how should we do it? Is it enough to describe your very own self using your own words? Describing yourself based on your interpretation may sometimes be misleading. That's what i think.<br /><br />So, i thought in order to find about what type of person we are, we should do some investigations on ourself. Now we get back to the music thing. Maybe what we listen will reflect in some way, of who we are as a person.<br /><br />So, I just do some random search in my head.<br />What songs do I have in my playlist?<br />When I'm on Youtube, what kind of channel do I subscribe to?<br />Movies. What genre of movie mostly I've downloaded?<br />What type of article, or blog, or webpage do I like to read on the internet?<br />And what kind of books do I choose to buy?(and hardly read them)</div><div><br /></div><div>So, I can create a 'profile' of myself.<br /><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>My not so brilliant head tells me that, all those fact could be some sort of indicator for me, to show what type of person I am. Yes, all of them are kinda intra-personal. Because those things, are things that I chose to do without the presence of others. It is between me, and myself. The place where I can be my true self.</div><div>I don't include my social life in my consideration. Also, facebook and twitter is out of the list. This is because, I realised that on presence of others, i may portray myself according to people's expectation. Not of who I really am.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />So, when I start comparing 'my profile' and one of my ' friend profile', I think I'm able to tell what type of SOUL do I own.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span">THE END</span></i></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>p/s: too lazy to conclude</i></span></div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-61398838169687512922011-11-13T02:18:00.000-08:002011-11-13T02:32:38.660-08:00He's dumb.To that one person.<br />Who is always called dumb by his friends...<div><br /></div><div><div>If I have the opportunity to meet you,</div><div>I would love to tell you something.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>No, you are not stupid.<br />You just don't know.<br />For example, i don't know how to play guitar.<br />People cannot say i'm stupid right?<br />I just don't know how to.</div><div>So are you.</div><div><br /></div><div>You keep spilling things.<br />It's not because you're stupid.<br />You are just careless and clumsy.<br /><br />You keep forgetting and losing things.<br />Not because you are stupid.<br />You are just being forgetful.</div><div><br /></div><div>You do weird things.<br />Not because you are stupid.<br />You are just trying to be funny. and cute.<br /><br /><br />Or maybe you have some sort of undiagnosed disorder.<br /><br />But i know you know that you got talent, DJ :)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br />#never meant to be understood</span></i><br /><br /></div></div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-72360533461369433972011-11-07T07:29:00.000-08:002011-11-07T08:11:18.347-08:00self diagnosedsomething is bothering me lately. actually, this thing has been bothering me for years. it's just i never talk about it with anybody. never.<br /><br />not an emotional problem though. <---<i>i'm not really sure why i put the word 'though' here.</i><div><br /></div><div>every night, when i'm about to fall asleep, i can feel that i've stop breathing. </div><div>usually i'll woke up in shock, and my lungs automatically take a very deep breath. a really deep one. after that i go back straight to sleep. like nothing has happened.<br />no, it's not a nightmare or else. i just knew it.<br />it sometimes happen even when i have fallen asleep for a few hours. hmm. it's scary because it gives me the feeling that i'm about to die.</div><div><br /></div><div>there is one time, i was in the light sleep phase. ( not in the deep sleep nor awake). at that time, i knew i've stopped breathing. i don't know how to say it but unconsciously, my mind is waiting for that one moment to come. which is the moment that i will usually wake up and gasping for air. i wait..and wait...and wait.. and then, ''aaaaahh~~!'' yes! i'm breathing again! </div><div>it feel soo long waiting for that moment. uurgghh. scary.</div><div><br /><div><br /></div><div>i wonder what is this. so, as most of us do, i go and GooOOogle it.</div><div>i found out that it is a symptom of <a href="http://www.nhlbi.nih.gov/health/health-topics/topics/sleepapnea/">sleep apnoea</a>. i remember studying about this sleep disorder in my psychology class lass year. it is a disorder which the breathing pauses while you sleep, and when the breathing is about to start again, a choking sound is produced. i don't do that.. i think so .0.o . i remember waking up in the middle of the night(or day), taking a very deep yet silent breath. and that's it.</div><div><br /></div><div>after reading a few web pages, i realised it usually happen to overweight person. just like me. haha.</div><div>and that situation can cause me to snore. but, so far not so much report i get from my roommate for snoring. i snore occasionally, maybe when i am too tired or something like that. ;p</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>SO, i should write a conclusion here, right?<br /><br /><br />As a conclusion,</div><div><br /></div><div><br />1) i am allowed to sleep whenever i want, wherever i want. (lecture theatre etc) because my sleep is always disrupted, night and day. </div><div><br /></div><div>2) i need to lose weight.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />THE END.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-9444115232365938622011-11-02T03:38:00.000-07:002011-11-02T09:25:17.868-07:00I assume this is a songBerry lost his leg to diabetes<br />His dog Pucci go for holiday<br />Shaking his hand i'm sure a sin<br />But Phil insists, what should we say?<div><br /></div><div>I am 'me' my friend is 'she'</div><div>We go for a jog everyday</div><div><br />Are you sure? From what I see<br />You just walk and smile all the way..<br /><br />la la la la la la la<br /><br />We smile</div><div>We laugh<br />We walk away<br />The dog always angry</div><div>But we don't really care.</div><div><br /></div><div>la la la la<br /><br />That one neighbour in Felixstow...<br />That one neighbour in Felixstow...<br />That one neighbour in Felixstow...</div><div><br /></div><div><div>We smile</div><div>We laugh<br />We walk away<br />The dog always angry</div><div>But we don't really care.<br />bCause we try to live Australian wayy<br />bCause we try to live Australian wayy<br /><br />la la la</div></div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-86464446342570990322011-10-30T03:24:00.000-07:002011-10-30T03:36:27.302-07:00Ape semua ni?!<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Ola Oli<br />Kuberi nama, saudara saudari<br />Cikeboom! cikeboom!<br /><br />Malam-malam minggu<br />Siang-siang hari<br />Disko! Disko!<br /><br />Merah-merah melati<br />Ali Baba<br />Putih-putih jelita<br />Miau miauu<br /><br />Siapa baik hati<br />Cinderella<br />Lama-lama jadi..paatung!</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Siapakah komposer kepada lagu kanak2 yang sangat hebat ini? Lagu 'Tolong Ingatkan Aku' pon takdapat menandingi tahap keabstrakkannya.<br /><br />Mengandungi watak2 misteri yang langsung tidak berkaitan antara satu sama lain, lagu ini terus menjadi tanda tanya. Siapakah Ola dan Oli.? Adakah mereka bersaudara? Apakah pula hubungan Ali Baba dan Cinderella? Bagaimana mungkin watak dongeng dari 2 benua yang berbeza boleh disatukan?<br /><br />Selain turut mempromosikan aktiviti berdisko kepada kanak2, lagu ini membawa mesej yang agak terpesong iaitu.. jika anda menjadi seorang yang baek hati, nescaya anda akan disumpah menjadi patung!</div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-20220850517208643542011-10-23T21:47:00.000-07:002011-10-23T21:47:37.221-07:00Aren't you just the glass?<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><iframe width="480" height="270" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/iXp-vKycv-4?fs=1" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-55801952086842024862011-10-23T18:22:00.000-07:002011-10-23T18:39:39.826-07:001001000 1101001<div style="text-align: center;">Id</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ego</div><div style="text-align: center;">Superego</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Nafsu Ammarah Bissu'<br />Nafsu Lawwamah<br />Nafsu Mutmainnah</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px;">they are exactly the same thing. Freud's structure of mind theory, approved. Now let us investigate where did you get that Psychosexual Development theory.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>p/s: malasnya nak ulas semua tu. sila pegi google sendirik.</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><br /></i></span></span></div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-13589021871747470232011-10-19T23:17:00.000-07:002011-10-19T23:42:00.218-07:00air masin yang mengalir di wajahmubak kata Coldplay, ''every teardrop is a waterfall''<br /><br /><br />how about ''every teardrop is a drama?''<br /><br /><br />i say ''every teardrop, the onion is liable for it''bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-54852840791558228282011-10-17T18:26:00.000-07:002011-10-17T18:55:57.713-07:00Sedapnye Nescafe.<div style="text-align: center;">When everyone around me saying ''yes''.<br /><br />I say ''not yet''.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">.................<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Fikiran pulak bertanya ''bila lagi?''.<br /><br />Hati berkata ''belum lagi''.<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">...................</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">They say you can kill two birds with one stone.<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">True. Maybe. Sometimes. In very rare cases.<br /><br />Do both birds really died?<br /><br />Maybe one of them just slip into comma. Who knows?<br /><br />.........................<br /><br /><br />Sambil menyelam minum air.<br /><br />Hilang dahaga. atau mati lemas?<br /><br /><br />.............................<br /><br /><br />How about pigs?<br />Most of the time, the red bird failed to kill all the green pigs by himself. So the blue, black, yellow and the fat white bird come into action.<br />Because not all pigs can be reach by the red angry bird.<br />Or you can just shake the block. without even touching the one hardcore pig, it sometimes rolls and falls and dies.<br />Success.<br />Again. Who knows?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><i><span class="Apple-style-span" > sometimes i don't really know what i'm saying. you know what i'm saying?<br /><br />p/s: hampir 5 minit fikir, nak letak tajuk ape untuk post kali ni. sambil minum nescafe.</span></i></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-58304997839548292462011-10-16T03:04:00.000-07:002011-10-16T03:09:25.462-07:00<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcILjgb5JLeSGB1icU08AxgrViE1_X5aQNzX91y5qiH6nVFRRkwpIYCxXLqxQCpEe2qcGnjGh1z-5lh8-N58QSANMqZOPna00wdX5ryXVCFRmeA8V6Cyhk9dPBCV5IEYqT7IEtenUxDzCh/s1600/abah.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 288px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcILjgb5JLeSGB1icU08AxgrViE1_X5aQNzX91y5qiH6nVFRRkwpIYCxXLqxQCpEe2qcGnjGh1z-5lh8-N58QSANMqZOPna00wdX5ryXVCFRmeA8V6Cyhk9dPBCV5IEYqT7IEtenUxDzCh/s400/abah.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5664028859441284674" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Abah bawa Adam memancing.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-85183550829366640222011-10-15T05:11:00.000-07:002011-10-15T06:29:55.264-07:00Modest2<div><br /></div><div><br />A trilogy of : <span class="Apple-style-span">Modest</span>, by <a href="http://el-ameerah.blogspot.com/2011/10/modest.html"><b><span class="Apple-style-span">Julia Ahmad</span></b></a>.<br /><br /><b><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Aishwarya </b>: <i>Why do muslim women have to cover everything except the face and the palm.? Why can't they just wear what they want, but still modest?<br /></i><br /><b><br />Wak Joko </b>:<i> How do you define modest? (waduh,nervous wak nak kene cakap orang putih ni)</i><br /><br /><b><br />Aishwarya</b> : <i>Look at me, I am wearing my saari. (Abishek bought it for me,btw). i don't expose my chest, or my leg or my back. it's modest and elegant.</i><br /><br /><b><br />Wak Joko</b> : <i>Yes. i agree. it is modest. for your culture.<br />ooowwh... malay's baju kurung is also modest. they are not revealing at all..hmm..<br /></i><br /><b><br />Aishwarya</b> :<i> See.. ? you have no option but to agree with me. :p</i><br /><br /><b><br />Wak Joko</b> : <i>Hmmmm... ..... .... Oh, and for the European, a dress is modest. ...<br />Haa.. and for the English, a short skirt is modest and sweet.<br />Wait. the people in United states may consider a spaghetti straps is modest enough for them to go out to the mall. (wak tak paham kenapa makanan boleh dibuatnye pakaian pulak. waduh)<br />Hmm.. Have you heard of Papua New Guinea.? For some of the indigenous group, their women can just walk around wearing NOTHING but a piece of cloth covering their genital, revealing the breasts. modesty! for them. fuhhh (boleh tergugat iman wak kalu dibawa bercuti ke sana. astaghfirullah..!)</i><br /><br /><b><br />Aishwarya </b>: O.0<br /><i>It seems that we have different definition for different culture...... </i><br /><br /><b><br />Wak Joko</b> :<i> Yeah. that's why muslim women follow only one guideline, in which the level of modesty is undebatable.<br /></i><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><i><span class="Apple-style-span">p/s : every character is fictional. ;p<br /><br /><br /></span></i></div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEji3_iXhAgeqvo3XDhhM9yiKzKd4O4XcnlVBFmiA5_4RUP5RtE385rHN7L9i3znMlTOK9S2m47epIhdIdCUV2NquOh0Vo_PDIlmbJHPiWIp0hnKh54IdUJidZ9AFKwjPPq7dM6QukQY3eew/s1600/catt.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 275px; height: 183px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEji3_iXhAgeqvo3XDhhM9yiKzKd4O4XcnlVBFmiA5_4RUP5RtE385rHN7L9i3znMlTOK9S2m47epIhdIdCUV2NquOh0Vo_PDIlmbJHPiWIp0hnKh54IdUJidZ9AFKwjPPq7dM6QukQY3eew/s400/catt.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5663710168293323634" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">face and paws..you mean like this?<br />(sekadar gambar hiasan)</div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-11394444798450506732011-10-10T01:42:00.001-07:002011-10-10T02:02:23.169-07:00Untuk dibaca dengan nada sayu dan sendu.Saya ada sebuah kisah sedih untuk diceritakan. Tapi saya tak sedih. Saya harap orang yang mendengarnya akan berasa sedih.<br />Lalu, saya pon cuba menceritakan kisah sedih tersebut kepada kawan2 saya, sebelum saya sampaikan di blog ini.<br /><br /><br />Reaksi mereka sangat tidak diduga.<br /><br /><br /><br />Mereka mentertawakan saya.<br /><br /><br /><br />Seorang insan bernama Adila mentertawakan saya, sampai berguling-guling atas lantai. (ye, betul..dia guling. atas karpet.)<br /><br /><br /><br />Mungkin saya menggunakan intonasi yang salah. Ataupon mimik muka yang kurang tepat.<br />sepatutnya saya mempraktikkan skil bercerita batu belah batu bertangkup yang saya kuasai semasa darjah 6 dulu.<br />tetapi saya gagal.<br /><br /><br /><br />Setelah seketika, mereka pon menghabiskan sisa2 ketawa.<br />Barulah saya sedar, kisah saya tu, tak sedih langsung.<br /><br />Jadi, saya mengambil keputusan untuk tidak menceritakannya di sini.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div>Sekian, salam wawasan dan salam perpaduan ummah.</div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-51939909627630088362011-10-10T01:37:00.001-07:002011-10-10T01:41:23.709-07:00Hidup rasa sangat simple. Bila kita tahu tiada siapa menunggu kita. Dan kita tak menunggu sesiapa. Kan?<br />Sudah jimat masa berfikir dan kerut-kerut muka.<br />Bila tiba masa. Cuma katakan, YA! :D<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />.<br /><br /><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >ape benda pulak aku merepek senja2 ni -..-</span></i>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-84611685199292295892011-10-07T10:18:00.001-07:002011-10-07T10:20:13.063-07:00<div><p>Sometimes I can feel the pain. Heavy chest, and hard to breathe. Knowing my friends, heartbroken. </p>
<p>Love, can be so meaningful. At the same time, cruel.</p>
<p>Dear love, wherever you are. Whoever you are.<br>
Don't let me feel the pain for real.</p>
<p>Stick with me. Here till hereafter. Please.</p>
</div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-3522716945931144562011-10-04T20:17:00.000-07:002011-10-04T20:45:07.350-07:00pembaca yang masih belum matang fikirannya, sangat tidak dialu-alukanhidup ni memerlukan peningkatan. barulah bermakna kan. sebab tu setiap orang nak jadi lebih baek dan lebih hebat.<br />tapi ,apakah kayu ukur kehebatan itu? hasil dari pengalaman beta yang terlampau kuat merepek bersama rakan2, kami telah berjaya menetapkan anak2 tangga tahap kehebatan manusia.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><b>tahap 1 : Naek Sheikh</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">apabila anda tiba2 menjadi sangat bersemangat untuk melakukan sesuatu. yakni semangat yang sangat berkobar-kobar. ribut taufan semua sanggup diredahi. kalau boleh dan2 tu jugak semua benda nak buat. tenaganya meningkat serta merta seperti baru disuntik steroid. mata membulat dan wajah pon bercahaya.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>tahap 2 : Tahap Mokhsha</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">anda kini sudah semakin expert dalam bidang yang anda ceburi. ramai orang yang naek sheikh, tapi akan berhenti separuh jalan. hanya segelintir orang je akan berjaya mencapai ke tahap mokhsha. di tahap ini, ilmu penuh di dada. segala benda boleh diselasaikan sambil tutup sebelah mata.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>tahap 3 : Tahap Nirvana</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">orang yang mencapai tahap nirvana bukan sekadar menguasai satu bidang, malah berbagai bagai bidang. pengetahuannya lebih hebat dari tahap wikipedia. segala benda sangat mudah baginya, pejam mata je. dari seribu orang yang mencapai tahap mokhsha, hanya satu sahaja yang berjaya memperoleh tahap nirvana. kesabaran dan consistency sangat penting. di tahap ini anda perlu cool, jangan terlampau naek sheikh, nanti sakit tulang belakang.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>tahap terakhir: Kelahiran Semula</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">ya, ini tahap yang sangat mustahil. mati hidup semula, lalu menjadi sangat hebat dan mempunyai super power. beta tidak pasti 'mati' yang dimaksudkan itu adalah dicabut nyawanya, atau sekadar tidur mati. kerana masih belum berjaya lagi menjumpai siapa2 yang berjaya menempuh tahap kelahiran semula. sebab setakat ni, semua yang mati tu, masih mati lagi selamanya. ada ura2 yang mengatakan tahap kelahiran semula ini hanya mitos semata-mata. kajian lebih mendalam masih perlu dilakukan.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i>p/s: tak perlulah dinyatakan lagi. semua orang pon patut tahu ini adalah gurauan bodoh semata-mata.</i></span></div>bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-60640832938087737162011-10-04T19:31:00.000-07:002011-10-04T19:44:46.123-07:00gurindam lima minitsalam cinta<br />salam agama<br />salam kasih dan mesra<br />salam penyampai khabar berita<br /><br />diam bukan lupa<br />diam juga bukan tak suka<br />diam ubi berisi katanya<br />dalam diam simpan rahsia<br /><br />kalau sayang berpada-pada<br />bila sayang semuanya manis seperti gula<br />bukti sayang sampai ke syurga<br />bukan sayang sekadar bermanja<br /><br />hati ini Allah yang punya<br />harus dijaga kesuciannya<br />selalu disuapkan benda yang lagha<br />dosa pon mungkin nampak macam pahala<br /><br />darjat tidak pada kerjaya<br />tapi darjat insan bertaqwa<br />miskin bukan bermaksud hina<br />kerana syurga takde tag harga....bukanputerirajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08529943765294813329noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110498839221616668.post-74733324142765355382011-08-25T05:59:00.000-07:002011-08-25T07:04:36.469-07:00i'm the only one who believes, when others say it's a lie.<div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>tak pernahku tahu</i></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>apa yang engkau marahkan.
<br /></i></span></span><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>aku tak faham</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " >
<br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); ">apa </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); ">dendam yang engkau simpan.</span></i></span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>mungkin kau sendiri tidak punya jawapan</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>mungkin dalam diam kau marah dengan ketentuan tuhan</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>di depan aku kelihatan seperti musuhmu</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>tapi dibelakang aku pertahankan kau segala yang ku termampu.</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >aku mahu yang terbaik untuk kau wahai adikku.</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>tapi tanyalah diri sendiri apa pula yang kau mahu.</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>semua yang disekelilingmu mengherdik dan menilai</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>sakit pada kau</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>
<br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); " ><i>sakit juga pada aku</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>kau yang dihiris</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>aku yang berdarah</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>kau yang jatuh</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>tapi aku juga turut patah</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>bayangan yang sama selalu bermain di fikiranku</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >apa yang berlaku 7 tahun lalu</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >
<br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >tubuh kurusmu</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>mengerekot di atas lantai, menangis di sisiku</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>di samping jenazah ibu</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>teresak-esak kau keliru apa bakal jadi dengan hidupmu</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>sedih bagi kau</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>namun perit bagi aku.</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>melihat hilang tempat kau mengadu</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " >
<br /></span></span></i></span></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " >dan menyedari ada kekurangan besar dalam hidupmu.</span></span></i></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " >
<br /></span></span></i></span></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " >dan setiap kali bayangan itu datang</span></span></i></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " >
<br /></span></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " >sukar sekali aku hentikan air mataku yang bercucuran.</span></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>walaupon berat, kau perlu bertahan</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>jalankan hidup seperti yang kau inginkan
<br />
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>asalkan jangan kau lepas batasan Tuhan</i></span></span></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >dengan Abah cubalah kau bertahan</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >
<br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >senangkanlah hatinya selagi hayatnya dikandung badan.</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>larilah sejauh yang kau perlukan</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>jatuhlah sebanyak mana yang kau mampu tahan</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>kejarlah impian yang kau idam-idamkan</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; " ><i>tapi kau perlu ingat, akan sentiasa ada tempat di sini untuk kau pulang dan berkasih sayang.</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><i>
<br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(68, 68, 68); line-height: 18px; background-color: rgba(15, 156, 102, 0.0976563); "><i>
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